Overwhelmed

Ya know those times when you just feel overwhelmed? With school. With work. With life. Lately, I have been pretty overwhelmed. Guys, college is hard. It's so hard. And most of the time I'm just trying to get through one day at a time. Like today. I went to work and then had back to back tests. Physiology which is the hardest class I have ever taken and then math my worst subject of my existence. So prior to this day I have been living with my nose in my textbooks, notes and study guides. I have had multiple breakdowns, lots of frustration and a few tears. See, up to this point in my educational career, I could do anything. Nothing was too hard for me. (besides math, cause it's the worst) I studied hard and I succeeded and at the time, ya those classes were hard, those tests were hard, but I did it, and I did it good. But now. What about now! I am so overwhelmed and basically depressed over my grades and trying to get perfect grades so I can get into my programs and have a good resume that it has sucked the fun out of life. College is a fun sucker. 

But then. When I was having a real rough night. Not being able to focus, or understand why the brain works the way it does or why I have to make a graph out of x, I found this little beauty: 

https://m.facebook.com/story.php?story_fbid=10154069086140012&id=885290011 

                  WATCH THIS. 

Cause this beautiful clip. Literally saved my butt. We don't have to be perfect. It's not our job. We just have to be ourselves. We have to try our best, our best will always be good enough, for us maybe no. But for Him it will be. And in the end that is all that matters. 

Talk about a reality check. I love that cute man. And what he has to say in that video. And so now, I still feel overwhelmed. With love. With compassion. And with the strive to be better and try harder. Not to put myself down for not getting 100 in my test or feeling like a dumb dumb. Cause that's not the case. Everyone has brain farts, es ok. And thankfully it is the start of my weekend from school. So here's to a Happy Halloween to all you fabulous people out there who took the time to read my rant. I love ya. Keep up the good work. 

                        Xoxo, ness