Love is weird. Like it is just a strange emotion. Don't get me wrong, it is a really good emotion. But the things it can put us through and the things that it makes people do amazes me everyday. There are so many kinds of love. The love you have for your friends, the love you have for your mom, the love you have for your favorite professor, the love you have for Café Rio. There is just endless amounts of love going on everyday. I always find myself going to extreme measures to make the people I love happy. Whether that be doing the dishes, being my sisters homecoming group, or sending my missionaries a package or letter, I do these things all out of love. I do these things because I love the people I do them for. I want them to be happy, I want to help them, and try and make their life a little easier.
But what happens when the people we love, those people that we would bend over backwards for, the ones we can't even imagine what life would be like without them. What do we do when they hurt us. We have all been hurt in various ways. Usually I just brush things off and bounce back. Until the same person you love keeps repeatedly hurting you. Then what. I don't know. It's a type of love that people cant live without, but when it hurts you so badly you don't want to go on, you don't know what to do with life. Just then maybe, it is time to revamp. Take a break from loving that person the way you have loved them before. Try loving them differently, seeing them differently. I am guilty of having a hard, hard time with this. But I know it works, because I have seen it, in my life and some of my friends. That person will realize what they had. But hopefully by then you'll be able to love again, wholeheartedly. There is nothing worse than have a broken heart from loving someone who you thought would never break it. When you love someone, you give them your heart and when they break that, it hurts. No, I am not going through a breakup, this has just been on my mind lately for some reason.. probably because I went through a big breakup and around this time last year. I relied on T.Swift and Nutella hot chocolate. And it has been hard, but I am here :) and I am writing about it, hence I am ready to love again. Love everyone, all the time. No matter what, If someone hurts me, well that's to bad for them, because I will not be a victim of that broken heartedness again. I know my full potential and if someone can't love me back the way I love them, they're not worth my time. No wasting time on those heart breakers. And always remember you deserve the very best, and in time you will find it. It just may not be right now, which is ok :) Thanks for reading! I hope everyone as a great weekend!! Watch Conference!! :)
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